The Rule of Saint Benedict was a fascinating read. I loved hearing about the way he wanted the monastery to run, and seeing the why behind it. One of the biggest things I loved was the focus on humility. All throughout the rule Benedict emphasized being humble, and getting rid of yourself to completely live for Christ. He wrote about a reverence for God that showed in the way he did things. From keeping your prayers quick, to the 12 degrees of humility, it was written everywhere. Personally, I feel as though the modern church has lost it’s reverence for God, and because of that we have a skewed picture of our faith. We see God as more our best friend, then as the creator of the universe, the King of kings, Lord of lords. Yes, God wants a personal relationship with him, but when people such as isaiah had visions about heaven they were trembling, scared because of the glory of God. Modern Christians would walk in as though they owned the place. This is saddening to me, because in a way it is limiting God. Yes, I want God to be personal to me, but I also want a God I serve to be so powerful I am trembling in his presence. Where I am afraid to look on his face because he is so pure and I am so sinful. By losing this picture of God, we have lost a humility that is seen throughout the Bible. If, “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forevermore” -Hebrews 31:8, then we should be just as humbled when God speaks to us as the heroes of the faith were. We shouldn’t take it lightly that God comes down to be with us when we worship, that he goes with us everywhere. In my CHED class we talked about how diving deep into Jesus starts with a fear of him. Obedience, Love, everything comes from that. As you read proverbs you can attest to how many times it starts with the fear of the Lord. It is important we remember who our Savior is, and I love how Saint Benedict knew, and made it vital.
The other big thing that stuck out to me was his thoughts and rules on dealing with sin. His big point? Take someone aside and deal with it personally. Remove them from everyone else, and separate them from the rest of the monks. I love this idea. Benedict is saying that there isn’t a need to call someone out publicly, when you could respect them and deal with it privately. “Do not embarrass each other, let things be dealt with in secret if they can “If, however, the cause of the offense is secret, let him disclose it to the Abbot alone, or to his spiritual Superiors, who know how to heal their own wounds, and not expose and make public those of others.” pg. 53”. Paul also says this. Work things out one on one. Oftentimes we can be so quick to judge, when we really could make it personal and try and work things out. Pages 30-33 outline how to deal with someone when they are sinning, or not following the rules. I like that Benedict went into such detail, he knew there had to be a plan. It starts with Grace, but ultimately removes a monk not obeying so the rest of them can continue. The way Saint Benedict approaches this is filled with love.
Some people will disagree with a lot of what Saint Benedict says, and that’s okay, but don’t be quick to judge someone who is a Saint of the Catholic Church. I only touched on a couple things, but I could write about issue after issue he brings up, and I would love to dive deeper into him. There is just one thought I have. In all of this Saint Benedict is trying to disassociate himself and live completely for Jesus, but it seems that by doing this he is becoming completely self-focused and losing his potential impact. Now this cannot be the case, and I would have loved to be able to find out the difference, and dive a little more into it. It was just something I noticed.